Trading is hard,,, very hard but in a way, as hard as we make it...
At some point we need to accept that we just dont know for sure and all we can do is take advantage of some sort of justified edge but really..
Does anyone ever feel sorta stupid calling themselves a player in this financial game when all we can do really is look at some chart and make an "educated" guess as to what might happen next... I know I do,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I want to know something others dont, in fact I NEED to in order to call my self a trader.
I am at a really deflating point right now in my trading.... For months on end I felt like "I had it" but for some reason I look at a chart now and I just dont have a clue. I cant see it like I used to. Its very daunting...
All of a sudden it seems like the market has changed and it feels like a camelion that can just camoflouge itself at any minute. Scary Shit
To have come so far (seemingly) and then to be so far away (seemingly) is not like a kick in the guts its more like a head shot to the balls and then a wrap around the eye lids with a sheet of paper... THEN the salt.
I have been here and there and everywhere in between, or so it seems. So whats really going on here?
I talk to my friends and family about trading and they think Im so knowledgable, stops, the herd the smart money and liquidity but what the fuck do I know really.
FUCK ALL
AT the end of the day I find myslef starting to believe that aside from the pertinent "edge", money management really is the only key for a retail trader. Its just how small a stop your edge can bring you.
...and this thought kills me.
Aside from this I have the constant fear that one day the freakin US government will just pull the pin on retail trading all togeather and there goes 4 - 5 years who knows how many more down the drain.
So thats me in a nutshell
"help Im in a nutshell I cant get out"
The funny thing is I feel like if you gave me $10,000 right now I could turn a profit every week for you but not through some sort of understanding that no one else has of ther market, just through share retail 4 year trader knowledge... This for me isnt enough
I want to feel like I own a business, not like a little retail gambler pissing in the wind... And I just dont.
In all honesty I think if anyone saw how I trade they would be quite surprised and asstonished at the accuracy and potential of my method...
So why is this not enough for me?
Ive been to these places before and its endde up being a fantastic learning experience thats forced me into new territory aand understanding... But this time is different. I simply dont know where to go from this point.
I dont quit. I will never be defeated becasue I will not back down, and perhaps this is what will kill me and life as I know it in the end. Truth is I vowed never to be like this. 10V member of FF getting negative on the new guys who think they just found the grail and walking around in my own self rightousness but here I am.
Gotta love it.
Yours Truely
Me
Boo freakin hoo right?
At some point we need to accept that we just dont know for sure and all we can do is take advantage of some sort of justified edge but really..
Does anyone ever feel sorta stupid calling themselves a player in this financial game when all we can do really is look at some chart and make an "educated" guess as to what might happen next... I know I do,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I want to know something others dont, in fact I NEED to in order to call my self a trader.
I am at a really deflating point right now in my trading.... For months on end I felt like "I had it" but for some reason I look at a chart now and I just dont have a clue. I cant see it like I used to. Its very daunting...
All of a sudden it seems like the market has changed and it feels like a camelion that can just camoflouge itself at any minute. Scary Shit
To have come so far (seemingly) and then to be so far away (seemingly) is not like a kick in the guts its more like a head shot to the balls and then a wrap around the eye lids with a sheet of paper... THEN the salt.
I have been here and there and everywhere in between, or so it seems. So whats really going on here?
I talk to my friends and family about trading and they think Im so knowledgable, stops, the herd the smart money and liquidity but what the fuck do I know really.
FUCK ALL
AT the end of the day I find myslef starting to believe that aside from the pertinent "edge", money management really is the only key for a retail trader. Its just how small a stop your edge can bring you.
...and this thought kills me.
Aside from this I have the constant fear that one day the freakin US government will just pull the pin on retail trading all togeather and there goes 4 - 5 years who knows how many more down the drain.
So thats me in a nutshell
"help Im in a nutshell I cant get out"
The funny thing is I feel like if you gave me $10,000 right now I could turn a profit every week for you but not through some sort of understanding that no one else has of ther market, just through share retail 4 year trader knowledge... This for me isnt enough
I want to feel like I own a business, not like a little retail gambler pissing in the wind... And I just dont.
In all honesty I think if anyone saw how I trade they would be quite surprised and asstonished at the accuracy and potential of my method...
So why is this not enough for me?
Ive been to these places before and its endde up being a fantastic learning experience thats forced me into new territory aand understanding... But this time is different. I simply dont know where to go from this point.
I dont quit. I will never be defeated becasue I will not back down, and perhaps this is what will kill me and life as I know it in the end. Truth is I vowed never to be like this. 10V member of FF getting negative on the new guys who think they just found the grail and walking around in my own self rightousness but here I am.
Gotta love it.
Yours Truely
Me
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Boo freakin hoo right?
Time hides Nothing